Mr.Gill I use to wonder why in our relationship you were so mean to me. I mean wasn't I the perfect girlfriend? Didn't I love you the best I could? I mean I did everything for you I gave you all of me and then some. And some how you didn't care. You lied, cheated and hit me. It was like I was dirt and I blamed you for so long but I realized it was me I allowed you to treat me like dirt and I allowed you to cheat on me. That's why I left you after 3 years I just couldn't do it anymore and after 6 years after we have been broken up I have wondered and wondered if you ever realized how you have messed up and hurt me now I realzied that you have and I guess all I ever wanted was an apology and Now I have I feel like I got that it was the closure I needed to move on all I ever wanted was that now I feel like God has closed this me and you forever...And Mr.Gill I forgive you